chickenpox

tarikh ni 30/1/2011 akan ni inagy sampai biler2,,
hari yg sugguh menyakitkan,,
hari yg sggh memenatkan,,
hari yg penuh dgn keperitan utk berjln,,

baru aqu tauw mcm maner sakitnya kena chickenpox,,
begitu gatal, begitu sakit,,
badan bukan main panas lagi,,

geram tgk bintik2,spot2 at muke ni,,
ase nak pecahkan jer,,
kalo blh nak amik berus sental jer,,

tapi sakitnya,,
tuhan jer lah yg tauw,,

tp ader baiknyer aqu kne skrg,, coz 6ti aqu xyah gi kem kepimpinan yg agak membosankan tu,,
dah lah tido at skool,,
ckp lah hnyr sekali, last year tido at skool,,

tp klo mlm nak tido per,, sikit pnyer ssh,,
nak baring xleh,,
nak tido menyiring xleh,nak tido meniyarap pown xleh,, mmg arak ah,,
last2 tido duduk,, hahahaha,,

tp mmg sakit lah,,,
xper sekali seumur hidup,,
if xkene skrg,, esok luse thn dpn ker kene jgk,, kan~

ok lah smpai sini jer lah cerita ku,, hahahaahhaha,,,

the only song in my life,,

everytime i'm feel so sad i will listen to this song,,
everytime i'm heard it i will cry,,
coz i feel so free after listen to it,,,,
how meaningfull this song for me,,

Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the messes that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You'll get back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday
(don't be afraid)

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
(just let it out)

You feel the weight
Of lies and contradictions that you live with every day
It's not too late
Think of what can be if you rewrite the role you play
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday
(thing about it)

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
(don't afraid for anything)

Before you break you have to she'd your armor
Take a trip and fall into the glitter
Tell a stranger that they're beautiful
So all you feel is love, love
All you feel is love, love
(be brave)

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Wanna tell you you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

I HATE U!!!

huh!!!!
i hate u!!!!
i hate u!!!
last,, i hate u!!!!!

aqu benci tol lah,,,
knaper ko harus ader perasan yg same mcm aqu,, harus ker??
ko pown tauw kan yg aqu ni x suker share bnder yg aqu syg,,

meh cni aqu nak bg tauw,,
aqu x suker ko suker at die,,
phm x,,

IF AQU KATE X SUKE, X SUKER AH,,
APER YG KO SUSAH SGT NAK PHM,,,

ko nak srh aqu wat mcm maner supayer ko phm ah,,,
ko ni mmg x mkn saman ah,,

aqu nak ko luper kan die,,
aqu tahu,, aqu x ptt suruh ko wat mcm 2,,
tp aqu dah x suker,,
terpakser ah aqu pakser ko,,

ko jgn wat aqu smpai benci at ko,,
biler aqu dah bnci at ko bkn senang aqu nak maaf kan ko,,

aqu xnak ah psl bnder kecik ni kiter nak pts kawan,,
harap ko blh pikir2 kan lah,,

14/10/2010

tarikh ni sepatutnyer menjadi hari yg paling istimewa buat ku,,,
tetapi ia menjadi hari yang paling menyedihkan buat ku,,

hari ni sepatutnyer aku berada di KL,,
tetapi aku berada di kuantan,,

hari ni patut nyer aqu besuka ria dengan die,,
tetapi aku menangis seorg diri di dlm bilik,,

hari ni sepatutnya menjadi sejarah buat ku,,
tetapi ia menjadi hari yg paling terok buat ku,,

hari ni sepatutnya aqu enjoy sbb dah abis PMR,,
tetapi, ia x MENJADI KENYATAAN,,

HARI NI SEBENARNYA HARI YG KU NNTI KAN DLM HIDUP KU,,
KENAPA IA X MENJADI KENYATAAN,!!!!!
TEROKNYER!!!
KENAPER!!!
KENAPER!!!
KENAPER!!!

MESTI KORG TERTNYER2 APER SEBENARNYER BERLAKU PADER HARI NI KAN,,
HARI NI SEPATUTNYER AKU MENYAKSIKAN SEBUAH KONSERT YG AQU 6TI2 KAN DLM HIDOP KU,,
TAPI ITU HNYER SEKADAR MMPI,,,

biler aqu ingt blk akn hari ni mesti aqu menangis seorg diri,,,
biar lah aper org nak kater,,
if korg jd aqu mesti korg akan buat bnder yg samer,,

11/11/2010

HARI YG MENGGERMBIRAKAN + SEDIH,,

lagi 3 hari jer lagi nak skool,,
sepatutnya hari ni ader hari penyampaiyan hadiah,
disbbkan ditunder ker hari senin depan,
seme dak form 3 xder aktiviti,,

biler dah xder aktiviti ni lah perkataan yg dikeluarkan dari mulut kami,,
"LEBIH BAIK X YAH DTG SKOOL KALO TAUW MCM NI, DOK UMAH LAGI BEST. WAT PENAT JER DTG."
standert ah ayat,,

biler dah jd mcm tu,, mula lah operasi kami iaitu "snap foto".
biler dah bosan, kiter org kongsilah cerita,,
dalam dok shok bercerita,,
sorg dari mmbr kiter org nak lah cerita something,,,
aper yg dicerita kan ialah,,
sewaktu muler2 kiter jmper,,

first2 dah menyentuh perasaan kami,,
biler di fikirkan sorg2 nak pindah,,
pindah bkn dekat2,, tp jauh2 belaker,,
kiter org ni dah mcm satu family yg besar,
biler sorg nak pindah kiter org akan rase mcm satu beban yg besar tok kiter org,,

if:
shakila pindah: xderlah gruop kiter org bising,,
alyssa:xleh lah dgr alyssa nyanyi lagu JB hari2,,
adila:xder lah tmpt tok buli,,
fatin:xder lah tukang buat riuh,,
min:xder lah seorg yg pendiam,,
wani:xder lah org yg paling tinggi lah group kiter org,,
lastly, if ME dia org ckp xder lah tmpt tok menggadu, n xder lah org nak bg nasihat,,

hrm,,, besar impaknyer if one of them xder,,,
mmg sedih ah if die org xder,,
bg kiter org friendship yg kiter org bine selama 3thn ni dah mcm satu family besar,,,

aper yg sy harapkan,korg jgn lah pegi maner2,, biar lah kiter stay together sampai biler2,,

::bosan,baik dok umah dari-g skool::

bapok bosan g skool dah ah xde bnder,,
ader game pown sucer yer mcm xder game,,
game at skool mengalahkan game at tadika,,
ader ke patut main pakai kain batik lari bawak bola ping pong,,
mmg x padan, ni sekolah menengah lah bkn tadika!!!

ni nak citer pasal lawatan pulok,,
adulah kesian tol,,
bawak gi UIAM,,
sampai c2,, dok sjer jer at muzium perubatan,,
punyer besar, dok sajer at c2,,

mmg lah bosan,,
betol aper ckgu tuisyen aqu ckp,,
lps pMr awk akan ase bosan yg amat,,
walau pown awk ase lps pmr ase free n bebas,,
tp perkataan"BOSAN" tetap ader,,,
adulah,,
mmg bosan pown,,
tuhan jer lah yang taiw betape bosan nyer,,

owk lah,,
6ti lak kiter smbg dgr citer yg lain,,
owk dada,,,

meaning of true love

Meaning of True Love
True love is not an entity which can be bought from the market nor is it something to win over. True love is often described as a commitment of spending quality time with someone, promise of sharing one’s happiness and problems with someone, ability to love someone in spite of his or her mistakes or shortcomings. True love is not jealousy, boastfulness, arrogance, rudeness or resentfulness. True love makes your life beautiful and is often seen as God’s blessing for which He needs to be thanked.